Sleepless nights and heartaches,
Are all that you’ll ever be
I’ll just close my eyes
And you’ll be there, smiling,
While I’ll be unblinking, mesmerizing.
The illusion was more than enough,
But when it comes to you,
I can’t get enough.
And all I want to do is to make it all worthwhile,
Your warm hands against mine cold ones
And we’ll laugh, we’ll cry, we’ll sing again,
Just that time, I guess it was okay
And it didn’t matter if you didn’t really mean to.
But your hand wasn’t mine to hold,
When it’s 5 in the morning,
Even with closed eyes still,
You were not there.
I couldn’t remember the feeling of your fingers intertwined with mines